Girls Night Out!

Here is Jessica, Me, and Rachel! Girls Night Out for Sushi! We had so much fun, we are going to make it a monthly outing! and the Sushi was amazing! I tried Eel sauce tonight which I am not sure why nobody ever told me about before! I normally mix soy sauce with wisabi. Yea I have been converted to Eel sauce! It is so important to get out and do things... I have needed this so much and I have not laughed so hard in so long...

So an a different note, at work today, Amy's G-tube came out... It was interesting to learn how to put it back in and eye opening... And pretty much gross.... when stomach fluid was coming out her stomach onto the couch, yea it kind of freaked me out. But you do what you have to do. I was able to insert it back in and learn how to care for it. Wow things I never thought I would have to learn or do in my whole life. I love Amy and her wonderful family, they are so patient with me!

Not really a C...

So on my phys test I took last week there were four essay questions and the test worth 100 pts. I could not remember the exact three words the question was looking for. My luck this question was worth 30 pts. In the lines provided I explained to the teacher that I was a little confused by the question but I was going to give it a shot. I thought it was a long shot but decided to try anyways. I left the testing center discouraged because I need an A in this class, I have to maintain a B average to keep my job at the university. I knew I would receive at least a C on the test if I got all the others correct. I received the test back today with a 97/100. He gave me almost all the points!! But docked three pts because I didn't know the specific three words he was looking for. OH MY GOSH!! I almost started crying! Im grateful for an understanding teacher!

Top 10 uneventful things in the last week...

#1 I got C's on both of my tests this last week.... could be worse but could be better.
#2 Said goodbye to someone I love for good.... super hard but it was needed!
#3 Went to a sleepover with the YSA, we slept in an amazing cabin that was nicer then my house.
#4 Sent up a Sushi girls night out for Wednesday!
#4 Was late to work this morning for the first time:(
#5 Fed Amy her first oral food in over a year!
#6 Was able to move my desk in and got a new printer... no conecting cord to computer yet.
#7 Slept over at a different nieghbors house Saturday night.. still no bed at home.
#8 Found out my parents are taking me to Kentucky with them this friday!
#9 Moved my fishies to my new place... they are happy!
#10 Got another parking ticket on campus... both are my moms fault!
and #11 I know I said only 10 but I just wanted to add that I have the most amazing friends in the world who help and support me in more ways then I even know!! God has blessed me with them!

I feel like a hypocrite.....

I mean it is not a big deal, but in my child development class there are these girls that talk the whole time and it is super annoying cause I can't hear the lecture the whole time! and not just me is being bothered by it.... so I talked to the professor and he is going to say something.. so tonight in my history class I had about all I could take of school, this is my 5 class of the day and I also worked hmmm 4 1/2 hours... I started talking to the girl next to me about the education classes and so we talked through the class.. afterward I felt like the biggest hypocrite of the world! I am going to be more careful and so not talk even if it is related to the class topic....
My days are long and now I am attempting to do homework.. hmmm I bet you can see how well that is going!

An afternoon alone with Amy

It was a good experience today. Amy is home from the hospital and Amy's mom left me alone with her, my first time alone with her. She asked me if I felt comfortable and I said yes. I think Amy has had better days... I have a monitor that watches her heart rate and oxygen levels and it will beep if they go out of wack. Today her oxygen level dropped so low that I was in a panic to get it up and get oxygen in her. And this afternoon her heart rate went really high. She just had surgery so I gave her pain meds, and tried to move her to a different location to make her comfortable. It worked and I was relieved! I love working in this home! While her mom was away I turned on my ipod and blared the music from the little ear buds so we could barley hear the music! She smiled the whole time the music was on! and I sang too, not sure if that made her sad or happy! She loves to listen to music!
SO this weekend I so should have done homework but I didn't, I still want my Saturdays to myself but I have come to realize that I can't have them all alone. I have so much due tomorrow that I am going to suffer for my lack of homework doing:( It will all be done!

Hair cut ideas!?

So I had not straightened my hair for about 4 months... too much effort, WOW I had no idea my hair was to my waist, my mom said she needed a picture. Once I saw the picture, I realized I need a serious hair cut! I am looking for ideas of lenghts and styles!! ANY IDEAS!!? Going to donate to Locks for Loves!

one of those days

I think we all have those days where tears are close to the surface.... not really for any one particular reason but all of the above. I am so confused on what I am suppose to be doing in life... the long term is not a big deal, but here and now, how do I get there? I was feed by the good word of God and that helped out a lot. So many questions and sometimes not enough answers!

The WORLD of IKEA

I got little sleep at the neighbors, we started a movie at 1am... nothing great to mention though. Just fun hanging out with the girls!! I love girl time! Today my mom wanted me to go to IKEA with her.. that was an excursion that I was not ready for! I was so tired when I got home, I took a nap and did not go to the ward activity! Thinking I am going back to the neighbors tonight to sleep the recliner will give me a back ache! BYU won today... YIPPIE....

A day of cleaning....

I realized that cleaning is therapeutic for me. It is a relaxer, OK so maybe not nine hours of it in a row. Amy was taken in the Ambulance last night to the hospital, she is in PICU tonight. i hope she gets better soon! I miss her! I did not get to help her today, just a long day of cleaning! I wanted it to look and feel good when they got home so her mom could be at ease with the house and not worry about it!
I went home for the weekend! But realized that i have no bed, well the bed is there but no way to get to it:( I called my friend and at 10pm and asked if I could come sleep over! I love her family, the same family that has 5 girls and the youngest was baptized last week.
I went to Landon's football game... the played HORRIBLE!! no joke... it was the 4th quarter and we did not even have a touch down... so when they finally showed up for the game I was about to yell... " GLAD YOU COULD SHOW UP BOYS!" but I sat in the paid seasonal seating and parents were all around... I am sure they would have clobbered me!! WE won by 1 pt in overtime!! WAHOO!! Not sure we deserved to win but luck is luck! The other team played really well! I yelled so loud that my throat is sore! After the game Landon's dad made us yummy yummy omlets! hmmm

A Day for Caring

Here in Utah today was dedicated to 'A Day of Caring' sponsord by the United Way. After helping Amy this morning, I want down to our local homeless shelter and sorted canned goods. Wow they had huge bins like 4 1/2 feet cubed bins and they were all overflowing with cans. Our job was to sort them to specific crates. Like even down to certain soups; tomato, chicken noodle.... I was pretty much the sorter and then one would bring me food and others would put away what I sorted! I could keep five people with jobs. A very fast moving job. I did that for 4 hours straight and it was so much fun! It was hot and it just felt good to be doing this for someone else. Sometimes I am in the 'ME' stage of life! I try not to focus on me all of the time but it happens. I forfeited morning classes to stay there. I was there with Americorps and the Community Involvement Center at school! I was so dirty that you could see dirt lines on my face and pretty much everywhere else! I ran home before I had to go back to school and work..... only to find my water in my apt not working... I had already stripped down... GREAT!! I had to take a shower!! Could not go anywhere like this! I called my employer and asked if I could use their shower, so I went over in my robe and used their shower! FRUSTRATING!! I already feel like I live there 24/7 and I am sure they do too! But they are a wonderful family! I guess the newspaper came and took pictures of us sorting... I didn't pay attention to the camera so I hope they do not post any pictures of me in the paper!!! I looked scary too!! Looking forward to a good weekend!

LONG Days...

Wow what I long day, I feel that time is flying by so fast, I have no idea what to do, not sure how to even catch up or hold on. I feel I run from one thing to next with never taking a breather. Not complaining life has no other choice right now. I prayed that I would be able to keep my mind occupied with other things and it is working out nicely! I do give myself Friday night, Saturday and Sunday! NO work and school work, most of the time! I finally have a paper done for my interview to get into the Education Program. All of my stuff is almost ready it all has to be ready in a week and then interviews are soon to follow! PRESSURE!!! HAPPY 09/09/09!!:)

New appreciation for mothers!

My night class was cancelled today so after my 4 morning classes I went to work with Amy. Amy had a doctors apt so I went with the mom and the three girls. Oh my gosh, loading Amy up in the van with her machines was a chore all in of its self without trying to get the baby and three year old. I came early to work and Im really glad I did, not sure how she would have pulled it off herself but knowing her she would have. In the doctors apt. the baby was hungry and needed mom to feed, nurses and poking and prodding at Amy, the 3yr old is falling asleep in my lap. During all of this the nurses asked us to change rooms.... Serious... I just stared at them. Amy's mom said oh, ok. So well all did! It really wasn't that easy in case anyone was curious. Amy was out of her chair with all the machines too.... All is well we made it home safe and sound. I worked a lot later then I had planned but it was needed! I wonder how moms are super heroes... it must come with the packaged deal! i seriously appreciate my mom more and tons of other moms!

Cars hate me!

So today I was getting ready for church and I had a friend who needed to borrow some crisco. On my way to church I stopped at my friends house grabbed the crisco and got out of the car. I heard the car beep when I opened the door and that is because I left the keys in the ignition, I knew that because I was only running to the door and coming back. I ran it up to the door and to my surprise when I got back to the car... it was locked! I ran up to their house and called Derrick for help, he was instructing me on how to get it open... he is a lock smith and really, I don't have the tools he does! My feet were burning on the hot asphalt because I took them off so I could run up to the door. SO lets recap, the keys are in the ignition, my spare is in the car too, I have no phone, my head lights are on, and I have no shoes on. How do things like this happen to me! The father of the family came outside to save me... and for once in my life I was going to be on time to church, I wasn't, nothing new then! I went to my home singles ward and will only be attending there a month. It is amazing to see why you are in a place for a short amount of time! I believe God puts in places and specific times for a reason!

Little brothers and sisters I claim!

First of all I had to take a test yeasterday for phys. This time I was prepared to write essays. Only had to write three and then a story about the constellations that they will read in class... While I was studying and doing my laundry I got a call from my friend Gaylene and she invited me to her youngest daughter's baptism. I love this family! I have been tending the kids for nine years going on 10. The oldest just went off to college. This doesn't age me one bit! Sammy is the youngest and so cute! When I walked into her baptism yesterday she got the biggest grin on her face and came up to me and gave me a hug!Ohhh that just made my day, so did all of her other sisters! These are the 5 little sisters I know I was suppose to have but God sent them to me by way of another family! It was so neat to see this little girl make a choice to follow Jesus Christ's example and to be baptised! She was all in white, signifying purity! She is such an example for me! I love her! Not only was it a very special day for her baptism it was her 8th birthday too!
After the baptism I went and visited another family that I love! They are so good to me! I went over and watched the BYU game! OH MY GOSH we won!! No joke, against Oklahoma... hmm and as I am typing this I thought of Christy.... sorry! I still am pretty excited though! We just upset college football! So Landon is one of the three boys in this family. He is like 6'2" and 260 lbs... The little brother I always wanted! sometimes.... he always beats on me! most of the time I have no fighting chance.. like last night! On several occasions I was pinned to the ground faster then I knew what was happening. One time I tickled him and got kicked in the kidney! and dropped on the floor at the same time! Oh but we love each other and fight like brothers and sisters!

WORK WORK and more WORK!

Today I worked for 11 hours... yes eleven.... a constant on the go 11 hours... well I did take a 45 min. break to finish an assignment that was due by monday. I am exhausted but something really excieted happened today! My mom knew I was bummed about not having internet at my new apartment. It has been really hard to get a whole lot done in the last few weeks for school because I don't have the internet! She walked into my work with some At&t internet USB drive thing.. Don't know what it is but I liked the sound of it.. And actually I am using the internet on it as I type! Pretty cool, I guess as long as there is phone service there is internet service where ever I go... This might be dangerous!! Life is good! YIPPIE I can blog from home now!!

friends are treasures!

Last night I had one of my best friends come into town and stay the night at my house! It was a fun time to reminisce but really to catch each other up from the last 3 years. We have been best friends for nearly 13 years. Although we have not lived near each other since we were 14, we still have kept in contact and normally would get together a few times a year! In the last 3 years we have both served missions for the LDS church and we overlapped just perfect. We love to call each other often and we tell each other everything! I love Friends like that! I think everyone should have them! Life is great, a little tired from staying up all night talking and laughing!

Challenges of Phones

Ok so pretty much everyone knows that I have daily problems with phones! NO JOKE!! They absolutly hate me. Last night my phone was not taking a charge and it died. I thought it was the phone charger, I ran to target and walmart to find a charger. It still will not take a charge. My phone is my only way of telling the time at home well anywhere! I had to therefore drive down the street at 9:30 at night to call my mom on a pay phone and ask her if she would help me out! She brought an old cell phone today to work...
I went to Family Home Evening with my new university ward. I knew a lot of people right away and I think I am going to really like it there! I have never been to a university ward before.. it has a different feeling.
I am frustrated because I do not have the internet at my house..... so I have to find a few mins at school to figure things out!
Today was my first day at work... well at this job, I am basically a home health care assistant. I work with a little girl named, well we will call her Amy for her privicy. This little girl is 7 years old. My job is to get her ready for school. I am following the mother around for a few days to learn. I have no idea how this mother does it... NO IDEA. She has a 9, 7, 3, and a brand new baby. Amy takes a full hour and a half to get ready for school. Her mom did everything with ease and love. I think I will learn a lot from this family. These will be memories that I will never forget!